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Dean asks the hard hitting questions.
sooo let’s assess this situation
- dean feels responsible for kevin’s death
- charlie is in the wind
- garth has settled down probably for good
- dean left cas after saying he didn’t deserve to have friends essentially
- and was on a self-loathing spree for 3-4 whole episodes
- was told in the last episode that his brother no longer wanted to be his brother and that hell not closing was entirely his fault
- after doing what he thought was the right thing (because no one up to this point has told dean it was the wrong thing)
- and we now have dean terrified of being alone
- and being told that if he were to die sam would leave him dead because sam doesn’t need him
- dean was never told by cas that he was needed
- and was never told by sam that he was needed
- he got one of his best friends killed by trying to do the right thing and by needing sam
- and HE’S DRINKING AGAIN
- TELL ME WHERE I SHOULD BE REALLY HAPPY W/ALL THIS

b&w cap 30/?#can you imagine dean doing some research on a regular hunt like that#then cas comes in with food and looks at him for 5 min until dean looks up and asks wat#cas just smiles and moves closer to bed to pull dean up by his tie and kissing him#dean is like okay someone’s hungry#and cas goes yes dean seeing you minimal clothing usually has that effect on me#then he just smirks and works his hands to take off rest of dean’s clothes
my notp is back together again
dean winchester x alcohol
I got that loud and clear.
#I don’t even think I can take sides in this #they’re both sad little puppies
sexuality update: drugged pudding stealing dean
“So what, death by tube steak?” “I wish.”
“Six inches? Footlongs?”
De a n p lz
Dean knows what roofies look like because boys as pretty as he used to be (and still is) need to be wary of creeps who want to take advantage of them.