secretlyjensen asked:
I have followed you for a long time and I still freak out about the fact you follow me back haha

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

(again i typed a really long reply and i’m just gonna put it under the cut because it’s just a bizarre tangent about the autism-related bullying i suffered as a kid and how nice tumblr messages are beyond anything i could’ve ever hoped for at age 13~)

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secretlyjensen asked:
Another brilliant fic my dear!

<3 <3 <3 thank youuuu!! ^u^

this one was born after a month of struggling to write anything and everything else, and failing. in the end i just figured I wasn’t relating to anything I was writing, and just needed to write about being ~helpless and lost~, because… well… dat me

thanks for the support, it means a lot <3

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fic link: Mostly in Silence

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secretlyjensen asked:
I always love when my email tells me you've written a new story <3 I kept wanting to beat Dean up for trying to explain away his feelings. Beautiful fic as always my dear!

thank you! (but shhh no leave dean alone, he’s… fragile. and only cas can hurt him)

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secretlyjensen asked:
I just saw the gif the anon is talking about I don't think it was so much as Jensen pretending to throw up cause ew gayness but maybe just like ew mishas naked body idk what's funny is like five seconds later he goes "he has been hasn't he?"

[about this]

so what you’re telling me is that Jensen is a massive dork who has a thing for Misha

yes

yes I see how it is

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secretlyjensen asked:
Hi there! I'm fundraising for Random Acts D2A to attempt to raise 5,000 dollars to be one of the 25 to go to Nicaragua and help build the free high school. I was wondering if you would like to help out and maybe do doodles or a small fanfic for people who donate? Or even a promo would be cool too! You can set whatever price you like (the min. donation for crowdrise is 10 dollars). Anything helps, thanks!

I’m actually too sick at the moment to offer much creative input, but I’d happily reblog something for you if you have a post! Throw me a link and I’ll reblog~

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