I love everything about Dean and Cas’ phone call but what kills me the most is how Dean says, “I’ve been there.” He gets it, the crippling guilt, the flashbacks, the panic attacks. He’s been in Cas’ position and is worried that Cas might hide forever. Because what if Cas loses a part of himself? What if he ends up losing Cas? And the most painful thing about this is Sam’s question to Dean in 11.04: “You don’t ever think about something? Not marriage or whatever, but… something? You know, with a hunter? Somebody who understands the life?”
Remember when he was mourning Cas after he died in season 7 and would watch soap operas?
11x07 “Plush”
“No, Dean, I’m joking. Because clowns are really funny to me.”I just really adored this shot. Composition wise it was beautiful, lighting wise it was gorgeous. Most of all though I love the possible implications. In a hospital of all places Sam’s story took of this season when praying to an all but absent God and running into Billie, who may be considered the counterpart to what Tessa was for Dean. And there Sam stands in a hallway bathed in fluroscent light, standing out against it with his dark clothing. And he’s not looking down the empty pathway this shot captures. Does not face the lights that pave a distinct way, angles away from the laundry trolley that reminds so very much of a cage with all the bars. In an episode that dealt so heavily with emotional baggage and scars of the past and Sam in the end of the episode wondering out loud, if maybe he needs to go back to the cage, this shot here in my opinion captures perfectly what the emotional baggage and scars of Sam’s past are.
livebloggingmydescentintomadness:
#dean ‘i just want cas to stay in the bunker healing forever possibly’ winchester (via novaks)
Dean ‘I’m afraid if I let Cas out of the bunker he might not come back" Winchester :(
castiel’s little smile (✿ ♥‿♥)
Are you watching Jenny Jones?
this was the best part of the whole episode tbh
when your boyfriend is right but you’re not letting on
