I hope one day someone looks at you like they’ve been waiting a long time to feel as happy as they do now. I hope they tell you cute things like how they found this cosy Italian restaurant around the corner and kiss your nose before spinning you around in the street. I hope when you ask them to go for a walk in the middle of the night they don’t complain that it’s too cold and even though you can see the condensation of your breath in the midnight air I hope you feel warm. I hope old ladies smile knowingly when you walk by, hand in hand, along the pavement and I hope you are smiling too.
When he whispers how much he loves you I hope you feel your heart beating so fast you’re scared you’ll never recover. I hope he stays and makes you feel important, like he wants every part of this and isn’t afraid to admit it. I hope he finds words that touch you where his fingers cannot and knows how to pull your hair when you’re feeling electric but hold your soul when you’re fragile like glass. And I hope you find someone who asks before they kiss you, not because they need permission but because they want to see your knees buckle and your lips part ways. I hope their hands feel right around your waist when you reply ‘yes’ and again ‘yes’, until you’re falling apart in his arms whispering ‘yes, yes, yes’ and I hope you never need to ask if he’s the one because the answer will be staring you in the face.
— S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #71 “I’m scared I’ll never feel love like the kind you write about” (via blossomfully)
cassammydean said: Was just thinking of you and had the urge to give you a virtual hug /squishes to chest/ and also to remind you that you are very cool.
thanks guys <3 <3 <3 <3
my queue is still running, since there’s no way i’d let this blog go unattended like i have in the past. it’s just down to 7 posts a day rather than 12. it’ll hopefully be back to “normal” in like… a week? or so???
yeah, that’s me
I think I’ve just got to accept my fate as a garbage creature
“and that’s fine! some of you might think i look like a potato sack, some of you might think it’s cool. and that’s okay.”
My master plan to make Dan meow is to ask him to meow, so let’s see how it goes.
all I typed was “vda” and the entire search for “vday video phan” came up in the autofill. wow.
i’m reading all the stuff now and this is really not helping, i feel myself being sucked into this vortex of you’re never getting out of this. you will probably eventually own their book and there’s nothing you can do about it
hells-finest-gentleman said: Not phandom but I ship those boys like rats ship the plague. The V-Day video is a video released by Phil, basically a love letter detailing their relationship and wishing Dan a great day. Though it was for Dan’s eyes only, Phil accidentally released it publicly instead of privately. They later claimed it wasn’t legit obviously, I believe claiming it was a joke. Since it is obvious they are not ready to make things public people typically stfu about it, but if you see it, there’s no denying it.
i just discovered this and i’m ….HEAVY SIGH. i’m trash already fuck this
(also thank you to the other private message-senders telling me the same thing, and complimenting me on my shipping tastes???)
I’m so new to this I don’t even know what the vday video is. I’m still on the first page of their main channel videos and I’M FALLING INTO ANOTHER CIRCLE OF SHIPPER HELL OH GOD.