thr0wawai asked:
hi a long time ago i saw a post on your blog saying that you feel worthless (it also contained smthg about nobody knowing about your writing skills, and that you only like to write fanfiction - know which one i mean?) so i just wanted to say you literally change lives. your blog makes my life better. seriously.you seem very super positive to me and that always makes me smile, as well as your fics and destiel reblogs:3 so just letting you know you're worth a billion and lots of people love you!<3

I’ve had this sitting in my inbox all day because I wasn’t sure how to answer this. I’m still not sure.

This message (and all things like this that people say to me, and have said to me since I posted that thing) does actually change how I see things. It makes me feel good. Really, really good.

I hope my positivity rubs off on everyone who visits this blog, like it does for you. I’m realising as I get messages like this that the entire purpose of my blog is to make people happy. (Outside of procrastinating, I mean.) I think that might actually be the point of my life. (Creating happiness. Not procrastinating.)

And so, whenever the time comes when I finally move on from fanfiction and fix my health and my life and all of the things, I think I want to ~spread love~ and write stories that make people feel all emotions, but mostly happiness.

I don’t know… that seems really important to me.

There’s no real direction for this reply. It’s just a thank you. For… y’know. Sending me this. And making my day a lot better. c:

/sits and stares at this for five minutes while smiling