in a follow-up fail from my previous fail here, the Creation seller people replied to my email and told me they cancelled my order and refunded the money so I can re-order it. that’s nice and sensible of them and all, but goddammit. I placed my first order in time to be entered into the draw for the skype-with-Misha-and-Jensen thing, but now a new order will not be in the draw. plus, $50 for one shirt and not even a tiny chance of crying my eyes out in front of Misha?? I dunno man. I felt guilty about that first $50 but having to ask for the same gift twice is kind of painful for those folks who, like me, feel guilty about other people being nice to us.

of course, because I’m a hopeless sap and kind of really a bit extremely upset about this, I emailed them back and I think I sounded like a sad puppy again

I only have two settings these days. Sad Puppy, and Sad Puppy With Cockles To Be Happy About