#Crowley #Dean Winchester #9x23 #Do You Believe in Miracles #okay but #can we talk about how often Dean says things and he's projecting his own feelings and desires onto other people #so when Crowley says he beat his addiction #and Dean offers him a theoretical stuffed bear #my personal belief is that he's saying he wanted recognition when he beat his own addictions #because he HAS #he's overcome terrible addictions #multiple times #and HE never got a stuffed bear #maybe he wanted a stuffed bear okay #maybe he wanted someone to say ''hey you did good'' and give him a trophy #doesn't matter how stupid it is #or how much he actually WOULD treasure a stuffed bear if he had one #but that regognition is something he never got #and he won't give it to Crowley either because that's how Dean does parenting #if he never had it and he's okay then obviously nobody else needs it either #BUT THE BOTTOM LINE IS HE WANTS A STUFFED BEAR #* #Crowley and Dean