no but am I the only one that realizes this whole Rudy storyline was basically the biggest ‘no homo’ spn has EVER pulled? if this whole ordeal with Rudy got completely erased and the show had actually explored how broken Dean was after beating Cas up and brought that up to discussion in this episode instead of utterly ignoring it, they would’ve had the same outcome. Dean could’ve easily summoned Death because beating Cas up made him realize he needed to die. instead of “I let Rudy die”, he could’ve said “I almost killed Cas”, and let’s be honest, that would’ve made just so much more sense.
but no, they had to go and introduce some random guy to make it less gay. they even added Rudy to the mirror scene like ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
