if you want a SPOOKY FLUFFY 10k Destiel AU fic with Dean saving Cas from a Bad Place, washing his wings NAKED in a river, then driving him to Bobby’s house and SHARING A BED

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Phil submitted: I’m surprised u havent reblogged any of the cockles moments from the phxcon :0 there’s a lot of body language to analyze ;)

qwuilleran said: Have you seen the photo op someone did with Misha and Jensen? Misha is draped in an Asexual flag and Jensen has a Bisexual flag draped over his shoulders.

so glad these beautiful new things exist now!! yay!!~ thank you for telling me so i know what to look forward to <3

(now a little bloggy life update because i don’t think i’ve said anything on this subject for the past month, and y’all deserve to know why my blog is just running on queued posts)

it’s killing me i’m so far behind - i actually haven’t been on tumblr for more than 2 minutes at a time ever since jibcon weekend, since, as expected, it completely drained me. all the things i wanted to reblog from jibcon are still in my onetab app too, not even in my queue yet. i’m generally still sick to the point where i’m non-functional as a human being, and not getting better (getting worse maybe?? unknown) so keeping up with fun stuff is kind of impossible for me right now :c

if there’s a compilation of links going around somewhere (from the con before jibcon, whatever it was, and also phxcon, and cockles??, and misha’s tumblr shenannigans), i’d love to see that because istg i desperately want all these things on my blog to enjoy forever. i have misha’s tumblr open in a tab, and his younow account, but i haven’t even looked at it yet ;~;

for the record, since i haven’t updated my info page, most people probably don’t know what the heck is happening with me: i have coeliac disease that went undiagnosed for 9 years (meaning i’m nutrient-deficient, and my body doesn’t absorb nutrients correctly), and i only found out at the end of last year, but the gluten-free diet hasn’t made any difference whatsoever. i recently discovered i’m also sensitive to maize (corn). this sensitivity is added to by a) chronic fatigue, b) autism, and c) depression, and everything is made worse, and the result is that my external emotional state has regressed to that of a stroppy two-year-old most of the time, while inside i’m more-or-less fine but unable to control my outward emotions. (this is in addition to having been practically bed-bound for the last 5 years.) given that gluten and maize are in nearly everything that isn’t a home-cooked meal made with fresh ingredients, my mother and sister (@sweetdreamspootypie) are basically looking after me 24/7, and i cannot thank them enough for being so patient.

(also i just wanna thank all the people who continue to leave comments on my Destiel fics, because the things you guys tell me in your comments are literally keeping me fighting every single day to try and get another story finished. progress is slow as slow could be, but i will not give up, goddammit.)