Im such Cockles/Destiel trash, I have my best friend, who hasnt even watched the show, ship them almost as bad as I do.

congratulations to you for that

my sister just accepts that Cockles is a thing now, I think I pulled her to the dark side with copious unnecessary touching gifs

So, Im like really excited about Darkness. But i dont get why people are saying shes a love interest. Is it cuz she's female? Yeah, she said she and Dean are bonded, but I didnt get a love vibe, more like they are bonded by the darkness inside them.

Anonymous said: how didnt people get love interest vibes from amara when she and dean literally had a leaning in for akiss scene? where is that daugtherly?

WELL. I find this amusing.

first off, let’s establish that the Darkness = Amara. how and why is this? the sexy lady in the smoke cloud is the Darkness. she has the mark of Cain on her chest. Mike’s baby is Amara. those were Mike’s dying words, he said “her name is Amara”, or something like that, and then we get a view of the baby. THEN, the last scene of the episode, Jenna is changing Amara’s diaper and it’s revealed the baby has a tiny wee mark of Cain on her chest.

so the Darkness = Amara = a sexy lady AND a baby. at the same time.

the reason I’m so far viewing Amara and Dean as a daughter-father relationship is because a) “we’re bonded” / implications of family/self-mirror, b) she’s a fucking baby and I am not about to go all Twilight on Dean and say his love interest is a baby.

(all this aside, I find this discussion really weird because my younger sister is named Amara. I myself honestly don’t know if she sees herself more of a daughter or a love interest to Dean. I’ll have to ask her sometime.)

so Dean and sexy lady!Amara have had one scene together. it was a tense, dramatic scene. it could easily be seen as romantic/sexual. yes, remember thinking “oh no, I hope they don’t kiss, please don’t kiss”, because it did have that sexual tension kind of vibe to it, and I hate heterosexual tension that comes out of nowhere for no reason. but I noticed that Dean’s eyes stayed on Amara’s eyes, not dropping to her lips (they went as far as her nose and then back up). Dean doesn’t trust her, and he’s convinced she’s evil, even though she hasn’t actually done anything evil yet. well, aside from infect some people, maybe by mistake.

but what convinces me that she’s not a love interest is the singular fact that she’s the baby. like, that’s my reason. Dean offers to care for the baby because he wants a goddamn baby to look after. as I see it, she’s a daughter figure.

Im going through a rough time right now and something happned tonight that damn near broke me, but i took a deep breath and came on here to clear my head. I was sobbing when I started looking at your blog, now Im smiling and laughing. Thank you.

oh no I hope you’re okay??? //sends emergency hugs!!

I’m so glad I could help?? does reblogging things count as helping??? if so I SHALL CONTINUE TO AID YOUR QUEST FOR HAPPINESS by blogging more later.

I'm trash! I'm cockles trash and my heart is bursting!! I just feel I have to share with someone who understands!!

YES GOOD MY HEART IS VERY HAPPY AT PRESENT TOO

THESE ASSHOLES. I MEAN REALLY.

Can I just say that you are pretty much my favorite fanfic writer. I first read your fic "try something Tuesday" and I suggest to everyone looking to read a good fic, but then I found Angelhawke and no fic had ever, ever compared to that. (And I read a lot of fics.) It is and will forever be my favorite. I can go on and on for hours about how much I freaking loved that fic. Please don't ever stop writing.

//melts into a little blob of happiness

Thank you, so very much. Both Try-Something Tuesday and Angelhawke have a special place in my heart, and I love that you love them. They were what made me love writing, and messages like this make me continue to love writing. If I have my way, I will keep writing forever. ♥

✧ fic links: Angelhawke // Try-Something Tuesday ✧