not to be “that person who stares at gifs and makes a weird whining noise in the back of their throat all day” but
I’m kinda suffering
A LOT
So here’s some gifs to drag you all down with me
You know if you feel like watching Dean quietly implode via his hand on a loop all day
I hate them
so fucking much
fuck you Dean do you see this side by side of how fucking clingy you are
like fuck them
or better yet go fucking get a room
I mean in the grand scheme Dean made Cas a mixtape so I can’t even be bothered to gif this myself but I figured I should come back here because they won’t fucking stop
Please pay particular attention to the way their hands join thumb to finger as if completing a loop, a sort of symmetry in their touch, and the way Dean slows his hand and stops pulling it away as Cas’s hand reaches for him so their fingers and thumbs can connect so neatly
(And how Cas is already behaving way off usual but Dean still trusts him to DO this)
And and and so soon after Kelly took Cas’s hand to transfer the power to him and THAT was visually and obviously creating a connection and a power that flowed through touch
And I’m getting meta here on the post that was just my “presented without explanation but a lot of swearing” venting box but ARGH.
*grumble grumble grumble*
They’re… cartoons… and they won’t… STOP this fuckery.
Like, bonus Sam casual pat on the back, Scoob.
*sigh* me again.
I would like to take a moment - obviously this is slowed down noticeably in the 2nd - just to ruminate on how Dean’s touch goes gentle and relaxes his hand against Cas in that Soft™ way before he pulls his hand away.
I am pretty sure that Gunnar Lawless was teenage Dean’s first gay crush.
I
swear, all I can see is the transition fom the third gif - “whoooah
hey, that’s Cas’ shoulder, you are not permitted to touch” - to the last
gif - “but damn, I bet you could grip me just as tight and raise me
from whatever” and then he just snaps himself out of it.
Oh Dean, you are a precious little snowflake and you deserve all the happiness (◕‿◕✿)
in the first gif Misha gently pushes Rob out of the way so he can touch Jensen
in the second gif a bag of rotten onions walks by and Misha’s smile dims for a second as he almost visibly thinks “ugh”, but even that can’t distract him for more than a moment and he goes back to beaming at Jen
even as he’s distracted his fingers run over Jensen’s back so g en t l y
he’s almost pulling Jensen closer
his wrist turns like he’s going to continue his caress up between Jensen’s shoulder blades and he starts to reach
then he curls his fingers and pulls his hand back like he suddenly remembers they’re ON STAGE IN FRONT OF EVERYONE
