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i do think about this sometimes. a while back i came to the conclusion that while i freaking love shipping jensen and misha in a romantic+sexual way, and dan and phil in a “yes please live together forever and be cute” way, i’m not particularly drawn to fantasises about them. (fantasies, as opposed to theories.)

that probably doesn’t make sense, given all my past metas about jensen and misha, some of which have since been proven wrong. personally i’d prefer to know the truth, i’d like to find out the truth, i’d like to believe theories that sound like they could be true. i like scientific csi-style metas based on visible evidence rather than circumstantial hearsay. i’d prefer to state obvious facts and observations in a way which eventually leads to a reasonable conclusion. but those conclusions are still fairly baseless until facts are confirmed one way or another.

i wrote a cockles fic once. i guess it was okay. i don’t think i’ll write a real person fic again. to me, rpf felt waaay different to fanfic about fictional characters. see, with regular fic i feel i have free rein to explore a new version of the characters, whereas rpf felt wildly out of character when i wrote it, either because i knew more about jensen and misha than i could get into the story, or because i felt i didn’t know enough about them to do their characters justice. it was kinda both at the same time. it just felt weird and i’m not sure why.

i don’t read fanfic at all any more, unless short ficlets show up on my dashboard and happen to draw me in. but that’s completely due to the fact i find it really hard to process anything that isn’t my own writing, non-fiction, or a printed book. (and even then it takes me months to read one book.)

but in case you were wondering, i’m completely in support of fanfic of any kind. real person fics are just not something i seek out. however, i do like tumblr posts that are all “what if x did y?? what if thEY BANGED” kind of thing?? wow hey that invalidates my entire response doesn’t it?

and in case you were asking my opinion on how i actually perceive dan and phil’s relationship since i’ve never talked about it: mostly i see shippy stuff regarding them on pinterest or in youtube comments, and i smile and thumbs-up the good ones, then forget about it almost immediately. mostly i just appreciate the fandom being so passionate about shipping them but ehhhh it’s more of a funny thing than me actually believing it??? their hearteyes are so utterly and completely different to jensen and misha’s. after ~18 months of watching their videos, and internally analysing their every movement (i can’t help it, it’s part of me), i cannot draw a conclusion that i don’t straight away begin to doubt. (what i mean is, if i ever try and interpret it as sexual or romantic, i come up with question marks. i can never ever doubt they have a friendship deeper than the distance from here to the centre of the earth and back out the other side. they are absolutely soul mates. they are the most soul-matey soul mates to ever exist.)

i think the special thing about cockles, in comparison, is that jensen is so. fucking. easy. to read. but dan and phil, on the other hand, have a bajillion mannerisms that all mean certain things but none of them are anywhere close to as obviously sexual and romantic as the way jensen looks at misha. not to say dan and phil feel any less love for each other, but it’s just not the same as jensen and misha at all.

so really, while i actively ship jensen and misha, for dan and phil i just… appreciate intently whatever it is they have.

dean-bangs-cas-in-the-impala:

enochianisfunnier:

deanneedsahug:

“In your opinion, why did Sam and Dean react so differently to Cas being possessed by Lucifer, because Sam seemed a lot less concerned and Dean was much more upset about it?” [x]

That last smile, though.

hE TOTALLY THOUGHT ABOUT DESTIEL :d 

flirtycastiel:

What not shipping cockles must feel like today

I’m confused. I think I’m missing something but I don’t know where it says “fallout”? And also I haven’t tagged anything with VegasCon for over a year??? (there is nothing tagged “Vegas Con” with the space)

I think… maybe you have the wrong person? did you mean to send this to someone else?

………..I don’t think I did? maybe try the submit box?

This is just pure bait for me to rec my own fic Some People Would Call This Romantic, but I digress

Here’s everything on AO3 tagged with Dean/Cas with “beach” somewhere in the summary or tags, ordered by number of kudos (not infallible, some really great fics have like 3 kudos, so here, have it ordered by word count)

…ooh, this just caught my eye

Kind Of A Forever Deal – komodobits

111,460 words, NC-17, AU

Summary: Getting the girl of your dreams is expensive, especially when it’s Lisa Braeden - and so Dean finds himself, plus faithful and ever-saracastic companions Jo and Victor, being packed off to volunteer at a summer camp to earn some extra cash. Of course, when Dean gets to the beach, there’s still a couple hundred screaming children to contend with, as well as sand in places sand should never be, and Castiel Novak, award-winning Recluse of the Century, but those are just bumps in the road to getting the girl. The plan is absolutely foolproof.

I really like that author’s writing, I WANNA READ THAT ;A;

And then I googled “destiel beach fic” and got really distracted and only found this

The Winchesters Beach – DayDean_became_the_hunted

807 words (Dean/Cas and Sam/Gabriel)

Summary: Dean Takes Castiel to the beach for the first time. How will Castiel react?

Apologies for not magically turning up a beach!Destiel fic rec, I’m surprised there aren’t any of those. I swear I’ve read beach!fics before, they are just eluding me right now.

You and I (Collide) – vintagenoise

46,600 words, T, AU

Summary: After a sudden tragedy, Castiel Milton and Dean Winchester reflect back on their youth in the beachside town of Sileas, Oregon, and all the lessons they learned on the path that led them to each other. Summer, 2005: The children of the well-to-do Milton family traditionally spend their summers at a resort just outside of Sileas, Oregon, rubbing elbows with the children of senators and CEOs, attempting to uphold their family’s veneer. But fifteen year-old Castiel decides he prefers the company of Dean Winchester and his friends, an odd little team of local kids who like sci-fi movies, comic books, and beach bonfires.

Oh, I like this author too!:

Bee to the Blossom, Moth to the Flame – the_diggler

3,700 words, NC-17, AU

Summary: Dean and Cas meet at an office party. Only the party is at the beach, the “office” is Gabriel’s gay porn company, and Dean is the latest talent.

There’s also this (The Summer Holds A Song (We Might Sing Forever) by obstinatrix & annundriel), which I started reading years ago but never finished because the age difference between Dean and Cas puts me off. I recall it being a good fic, though!

Try destielfanfic too, you might find something~

cas being a woman negates the representative importance of them both being the same gender/appearing to be the same gender. and besides that, if cas had been written as a woman, given the show’s track record, she would’ve been killed early on due to the fandom’s bitterness surrounding sam or dean + women

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mishasminions:

ATTRACTIVE ASSHOLES

FUCKING ASSHOLES