eliciaforever:

almaasi:

i hadn’t checked my inbox in two weeks but i just did and i find this

at this point i’m double-triple-quadruple checking your blog and the links between your blog and your other blog and googling to make ABSOLUTELY SURE YOU’RE THE PERSON I THINK YOU ARE because this seems just so wildly unbelievable to me (in a good way)

like ARE YOU KIDDING ME

FRIEND I’VE FOLLOWED YOU ON EVERY BLOG YOU’VE EVER HAD WHEN YOU WERE @EUCLASE EXCEPT YOU KEEP CHANGING THEM AND DELETING THEM SO I PROBABLY MISSED SOME

I LOVE YOUR ART AND YOUR OPINIONS AND I WILL SUPPORT YOU FOREVER

when i wrote my first dean/cas fic Angelhawke and the dcbb was open to artists i came and asked you if you wanted to sign up to illustrate my fic because it was based on one of your favourite movies and your art was The Literal Best Ever but you said you were too busy and i was like “cool that’s understandable” BUT THEN FIVE YEARS LATER YOU’RE FANGIRLING???? over me following your inspiration/personal blog???

excuse me 1 sec i need to lie down and stare at the ceiling

omfg. i just went through my emails from 2012 and i …i kept a running email commentary to my friend as i freaked out about asking you???

hang on i gotta paste it here ‘cause it’s kind of hilarious

me:

email title: “so I had a revelation”

I googled “euclase ladyhawke” and even though she deleted the post, I found reblogs.

She does indeed like Ladyhawke

I’m shaking as I type this

Okay the revelation:

she does artwork

I do story

DCBB art signups start right after drafts are due

I was going to message her after it was published

but then I realised

she might be interested in illustrating

so

I was going to ask you right now if I should message her

and then I noticed how stupid a question that would be

because of course you’re going to say yes

So

I’m going to write a message now

and show you what I sent her

–

So, I’ve been informed that one of your favourite movies is Ladyhawke. And I know for a fact you love Destiel. This years’ Dean-Cas Big Bang is going to include the fic I’m writing. It’s called ‘Angelhawke’. It’s 400,000 words long. I know it’s forward of me, but, would you be interested in illustrating? I thought I should pounce on the opportunity to ask, because artist sign-ups are in a couple of days. (P.S. Your art is absolutely exquisite.)

to euclase, 13/08/12 04:24pm

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WHAT DID I JUST DO

OH CRAP

/deep breathing

–

HOLY CRAP

ASH

WHAT IF SHE SAYS YES

WHAT IF SHE SAYS YES, ASH

WHAT THE FUCK WOULD I DO THEN

–

(And then I realised that artist sign-ups are already open, and they actually /close/ in a couple of days - and apologies if I look like I’m pressuring you now. D:)

to euclase, 13/08/12 04:40pm

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help me help me help me help me

–

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit why CAN’T I FACT-CHECK BEFORE SENDING MESSAGES

–

I AM PANICKING

ABOUT THE DEADLINE

AGAIN

–

I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT

I stood in the kitchen and paced while my food was warming up

and I can do it

i can do it

–

LOOK AT THIS

look how nice she is

oh my god

euclase: (2012-08-13 17:02)

I don’t have time. :(

But oh my god, I’m so flattered. Thank you for thinking of me! It sounds wonderful. Maybe I can draw a little something independently at some point (provided there’s no risk of stomping on the work of the artist who claims your story, of course). My schedule is unpredictable, or I’d definitely consider it. <3

–

My reply:

Yes, I did think that might be the case :c But never fear, I look forward to anything even remotely scrappy you might endeavour to throw my way. Even blinking at it would make it better. I’ll let you know when it’s published <3 Thank you so much anyway! Don’t stop being awesome~

05:24pm to http://euclase.tumblr.com

–

//end email chain from 2012

ANYWAY MY POINT IS I’VE LOVED YOU FOR A V LONG TIME AND I ACTUALLY HAD NO FREAKING IDEA YOU’D EVER READ A SINGLE ONE OF MY FICS UNTIL THIS EXACT MOMENT WHEN I JUST DISCOVERED YOU LEFT KUDOS ON A COUPLE OF THEM

and apparently feel like fangirling over me

holy shit

hi new friend

;u;

I  CANNOT BELIEVE

I’M DYING LMAO

Oh my god I don’t know if I should be embarrassed or just… jumping around with joy. This is like fairytale level plot twist. You’ve been one of my favorite writers for a very long time. I think I must have just not realized who’d messaged me. 

WELL ANYWAY HI :D

“ Y̞̳̭̙̥o̮u̜̣̱̜’͉̻̝̜͇v͎̳e ͕͎b̝͎̤̩̦̫̩e̘̹̲̘̹̭̙en̲̭̥̖ ̝̫̪̱̱̤̞on̞̰̗̳̜e̼͓̭̳̟ o̗͇͚f̠̙͍̪͈ͅ m̻y͈ ̤̻͚̼̭̫̰f̻̫̳̼̹̮a̼̝̮̰̱̰̟̦vͅo̦̫̖̗̬ṟ̼̫i̠̲̯te w͉ri͉̹̭̳ṭ̤e̙̺̗͎r̩̳̻s̰̗͎̤̘ ̺̟̰f̭̟̺̰̙o̥͎̭̦͈̦̱r̙̺̖͚͉̞ ̝a͓̙͈̹̲ͅ v̮̤̲͎̥̼̜ẹ̹̣r̼̪͎̪y̲̞͓ ̠̖̭͉̞͎̣̩̭l̪͓̰o͈n̻g̗̘̭̬ ̯̠̣͈͍̱̫ti̝ͅm̗̲̺̝e̖ “

…i… i need a gif of cas staring at the camera and everything is vibrating a lot and you can hear the sound of the earth collapsing in on itself

but, like, in a good way

with rainbows and glitter and a unicorn trotting past

does anyone have a gif like that

i hadn’t checked my inbox in two weeks but i just did and i find this

at this point i’m double-triple-quadruple checking your blog and the links between your blog and your other blog and googling to make ABSOLUTELY SURE YOU’RE THE PERSON I THINK YOU ARE because this seems just so wildly unbelievable to me (in a good way)

like ARE YOU KIDDING ME

FRIEND I’VE FOLLOWED YOU ON EVERY BLOG YOU’VE EVER HAD WHEN YOU WERE @EUCLASE EXCEPT YOU KEEP CHANGING THEM AND DELETING THEM SO I PROBABLY MISSED SOME

I LOVE YOUR ART AND YOUR OPINIONS AND I WILL SUPPORT YOU FOREVER

when i wrote my first dean/cas fic Angelhawke and the dcbb was open to artists i came and asked you if you wanted to sign up to illustrate my fic because it was based on one of your favourite movies and your art was The Literal Best Ever but you said you were too busy and i was like “cool that’s understandable” BUT THEN FIVE YEARS LATER YOU’RE FANGIRLING???? over me following your inspiration/personal blog???

excuse me 1 sec i need to lie down and stare at the ceiling

omfg. i just went through my emails from 2012 and i …i kept a running email commentary to my friend as i freaked out about asking you???

hang on i gotta paste it here ‘cause it’s kind of hilarious

me:

email title: “so I had a revelation”

I googled “euclase ladyhawke” and even though she deleted the post, I found reblogs.

She does indeed like Ladyhawke

I’m shaking as I type this

Okay the revelation:

she does artwork

I do story

DCBB art signups start right after drafts are due

I was going to message her after it was published

but then I realised

she might be interested in illustrating

so

I was going to ask you right now if I should message her

and then I noticed how stupid a question that would be

because of course you’re going to say yes

So

I’m going to write a message now

and show you what I sent her

–

So, I’ve been informed that one of your favourite movies is Ladyhawke. And I know for a fact you love Destiel. This years’ Dean-Cas Big Bang is going to include the fic I’m writing. It’s called ‘Angelhawke’. It’s 400,000 words long. I know it’s forward of me, but, would you be interested in illustrating? I thought I should pounce on the opportunity to ask, because artist sign-ups are in a couple of days. (P.S. Your art is absolutely exquisite.)

to euclase, 13/08/12 04:24pm

–

WHAT DID I JUST DO

OH CRAP

/deep breathing

–

HOLY CRAP

ASH

WHAT IF SHE SAYS YES

WHAT IF SHE SAYS YES, ASH

WHAT THE FUCK WOULD I DO THEN

–

(And then I realised that artist sign-ups are already open, and they actually /close/ in a couple of days - and apologies if I look like I’m pressuring you now. D:)

to euclase, 13/08/12 04:40pm

–

help me help me help me help me

–

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit why CAN’T I FACT-CHECK BEFORE SENDING MESSAGES

–

I AM PANICKING

ABOUT THE DEADLINE

AGAIN

–

I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT

I stood in the kitchen and paced while my food was warming up

and I can do it

i can do it

–

LOOK AT THIS

look how nice she is

oh my god

euclase: (2012-08-13 17:02)

I don’t have time. :(

But oh my god, I’m so flattered. Thank you for thinking of me! It sounds wonderful. Maybe I can draw a little something independently at some point (provided there’s no risk of stomping on the work of the artist who claims your story, of course). My schedule is unpredictable, or I’d definitely consider it. <3

–

My reply:

Yes, I did think that might be the case :c But never fear, I look forward to anything even remotely scrappy you might endeavour to throw my way. Even blinking at it would make it better. I’ll let you know when it’s published <3 Thank you so much anyway! Don’t stop being awesome~

05:24pm to http://euclase.tumblr.com

–

//end email chain from 2012

ANYWAY MY POINT IS I’VE LOVED YOU FOR A V LONG TIME AND I ACTUALLY HAD NO FREAKING IDEA YOU’D EVER READ A SINGLE ONE OF MY FICS UNTIL THIS EXACT MOMENT WHEN I JUST DISCOVERED YOU LEFT KUDOS ON A COUPLE OF THEM

and apparently feel like fangirling over me

holy shit

hi new friend

;u;

almaasi:

funkytown67rh:

evenifidie:

fictionista654:

villipomp:

almaasi:

The teacher assigns a buddy to all the children in her first-grade class. Everyone writes their buddy a postcard, giving them a compliment. Dean is supposed to write something for Castiel, the mysterious autistic kid in the corner – but he doesn’t hand anything in. Does he have nothing to say? Or does he have too much to say?  

p.S. will you Be my Boyfrend ?

In celebration of 1,000 lovely kudos on my fic A Postcard for Castiel, I decided to illustrate it! I love every single one of those teeny tiny “I like your fic” hugs. They definitely provide motivation to write more kid!fics and fics with autistic!Cas~ ♥

A postcard for Castiel is the most beautiful fic in existence! If you haven’t read it yet, GO! read it now! It is pure love! Beautiful rainbows and unicorns and all that is pretty in the world..
From @almaasi

I think this might be the best fic I’ve ever read.

@almaasi you genius, you were the one who inspired me to write kid!fics and made me realise how much I love doing so. And of course, this is my all time favourite fic by you, right next to Raising Hell in a Hotel. :D

(@pimentogirl @twxnkdean read this gem of a fic!!!)

I just read this this week and it is adorable! I also read Raising Hell In A Hotel and that is awesome and adorable.

oh my goodness thank you all  s o   m u c h  for the love!!!????

here’s a fic link in case someone’s interested~

Raising Hell in a Hotel 

Castiel is a bad influence on Dean. Okay, they’re only six years old – but when they join forces, they’re Mary Winchester’s idea of a parenting nightmare. In theory, Dean and Cas live in hotel rooms opposite each other. But in actuality, Castiel lives with Dean. Shares his clothes, his food, his bed. That sort of thing. Dean might like the colour pink more than society says he should, and Cas has the same problem with petty crime, but there’s one attribute they have in common: neither take well to being apart.

(also I’m on patreon now!! I’d love if you could check out the page, if you’d like to keep me writing~ or just follow me there without pledging, that’s cool too)

THE TIME HAS COME

THREE THOUSAND KUDOS FOR THIS TINY LIL FIC I WROTE 2.5 YEARS AGO

I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL INDIVIDUALLY AND PLACE GARLANDS OF ORIGAMI FLOWERS UPON YOU AND DANCE WITH YOU AROUND AN ABUNDANCE TREE MADE OF GLITTER, CRAFT GLUE, AND CARDBOARD

almaasi:

Dean writes out a list of men he would go gay for. Sam has a suggestion to make.

3,354 words // T

» read on AO3

thank you SO MUCH for 3,000 kudos!!! almost as many kudos as there are words in the fic ✪ω✪