I just finished watching 7x17

INTENSE SOBBING

and when I say “intense”

I MEAN FUCKING INTENSE

There’s no tears. My face is contorted somewhere between complete and utter glee, rage, sorrow.

I don’t know what to feel. I feel everything all at once.

…

This could be ‘flu recovery talking

but 

I NEED SOMEBODY TO HOLD ME AND ROCK ME IN THEIR ARMS AND LET ME SOB HYSTERICALLY AGAINST THEIR SHOULDER.