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9 years ago 18 Jul 2013 ☆ 3 notes ·
#* #so I'm meant to be writing my DCBB #but I kept procrastinating #and then I gave in and I CRUMBLED AND #GUESS WHAT #I WROTE A 4K PONY!DESTIEL FIC #AND IT'S COMPLETELY INNOCENT AND ADORABLE #and I still have 28 days to write 130k #what is my life #Foal Delivery Service #that's it that's the title #SOBS AND WAILS INTO THE ETHER #WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEEEE #I can't focus at all oh god #and yet the distraction fics are always the better ones #I should just stock up on them without publishing and just save them for big bangs and stuff #because the real fics for challenges and stuff are the ones that end up 200k+ and really convoluted #and I never learn #I need to work WITH the distraction not against it #aND I NEED TO STOP PLANNING THINGS OMFG IT THROWS EVERYTHING OUT #I WORK BEST WHEN I LEAPT HEAD FIRST AND DAMN THE CONSEQUENCES