I finally mustered the strength to watch the intense sweetness that was “Little Achievements,” written by @almaasi, all the way through! I loved it so much. What follows is an attempt to try and express how I felt about the story! I already made a post describing how I feel about the wonderful acting and queer representation from Siddig and Robinson, so here are my reactions to other aspects:
—I really appreciate that the entire story is about continuing to grow (Garak says as much, he loves poetic garden metaphors here, lol). It caused me to realize that, despite how much trauma characters in DS9 experience, they rarely ever acknowledge or name it. And even though Bashir describes his experience with disability in the show and is a doctor, I don’t think he ever actually says the word, so it was striking to hear in this performance.
—In addition to “Little Achievements” addressing that unaddressed element from the show, it was wonderful to see Garak as the ideal husband, being there for Bashir through his struggle and search for meaning. Obviously Garak has cared deeply for Bashir for a long, long time, but the show cowardly shied away from showing how tender he would certainly be toward him.
—In the same vein, it feels wonderful for Garak to finally be there to help Bashir address the lasting impact of his parents’ abuse. After Bashir supported Garak with Tain, this was the obvious direction for the plot to go in, but of course the Garashir relationship got censored so we never got to see Garak meet the Bashirs in the show… this feels like excellent recompense.
—…On a much lighter note, I completely lost it at Garak’s computer making a “blelele” sound and Bashir’s making a “beedlyboop” one XD Garak must blelele for his husband often! :P
—Garak’s constant usage of human expressions was also hilarious, as was Bashir calling him out on his loving infuriating behavior every step of the way!
—After how long Bashir was written poorly and forced into roles he did not fit, plus all the weird doubt that the crew kept casting on the obvious fact that Bashir knows he and Garak are in love, it felt really good to hear Bashir stop Garak and say that he needs to be the one to say everything he has realized out loud.
—I appreciate that there’s no explanation for why Bashir and Garak have been married for years and why Bashir lives on Cardassia. Not only because these were clearly the natural places for the characters to end up and there shouldn’t have to be an explanation, but also because this way, the fans who have been fans of Garashir for so long can imagine their own version of the courtship!