No it’s so true I was like, “Am I really watching this happen right now or am I hallucinating fanfic onto the screen?”
I have said many times before, I literally walk on profound bond clouds all day every day. I’m so Destiel positive that if you talk to me for five minutes you’ll be shooting the bisexual pride colors out your ass for days.
But the show just continues to surprise EVEN ME with the levels of Destiel in their everyday operations. I know the midseason finale is big and important, I know this is when they hammer home the core shit of the show, and even I was like, “ARE CAS AND DEAN ON A LUNCH DATE TALKING ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING RIGHT NOW?!”
Dean ate two cheeseburgers, the first time we’ve seen him eat onscreen all season. He switched his empty plate for Cas’ full plate like this is just something they do, they both looked around shiftily when Dean did it like they’re just used to having to make two meals disappear in a diner to keep up appearances. They’re an old married couple.
They’re perfect, the promo is perfect, I’ve watched it eleven times now and I don’t plan on stopping EVER.
Ever since Tuesday, my mind has gone from, “But… reverse? crypt scene? maybe?” straight into a non-stop scream of, “REVERSE CRYPT SCENE OH MY GOD.” My coworkers last night were like, “You okay? You’re staring at the wall really intently?” NO I WAS I JUST PICTURING THE REVERSE CRYPT SCENE.
Everything is Destiel and nothing hurts.
Until Tuesday, when everything will still be Destiel but also really, really hurt.
Deep breaths, kids. We only get positive Destiel stuff when we’re also getting our hearts ripped out. Prepare yourselves emotionally.