oh!!!! @unforth-ninawaters just added eight (8) of my fics to The Destiel Fan Survey Favs Collection on AO3!!!
EIGHT! ✨(ouo)✨
this is so exciting sdgjd thank you!!! thank you everyone who listed them as favourites!!! *squishes cheeks*
wow that list is full of some good-looking fics. if anyone wants fics, definitely go check that out~!!!
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my fics on the list:
- Hart of the Storm (119k, shapeshifting god!Cas, Dean gets turned into a deer, historical case fic in a magic forest)
- Held in Your Tender Hands (59k, masseur!Cas and client!Dean, Cas is secretly covered in tattoos and doesn’t give a shit about gender norms and carries a cat around everywhere)
- Night Exhibition (27k, security guard!Cas, Dean thinks he has a thing for Cas’ uniform but actually just has a thing for Cas, sex in the museum at night)
- Of Shampoo and Fruit Flies (17k, roommate AU, autistic & asexual!Cas, Dean’s in love but doesn’t know how Cas will take it, ends up telling him when all their friends are there)
- Snow Place Like Home (But My Home Is With You) (48k, canon ‘verse fluff, Team Free Will at a B&B over Christmas, Cas gives Dean lingerie as a gift)
- Understanding Your Body in Ten Easy Steps (12k, Dean watches porn with Cas and explains how to masturbate… by showing him)
- What We Ache For (93k, lonely sex worker!Cas, cop!Dean pays him to make love, they separate then meet again by accident, Dean helps Cas and helps him recover and find happiness; there’s a dog and lots of Sam)
- The Wireless (58k, solarpunk AU, Cas is a famous radio presenter and secretly an angel, Dean is a big fan and an equally famous hunter, there’s a sea monster and tent sex and this is literally the best thing I’ve ever written I’m so glad it’s on the list)
THANK YOU AGAIN EVERYONE~!! I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT
and i just know everyone else who got a fic on the list is feeling just as loved as i am right now <3 <3 <3
#sidenote…….. i still feel the “oh i’m not good enough” feeling when i see other people’s fics #i think that’s a big part of why i don’t read other people’s work a whole lot #like i get a sad sick feeling in my stomach in chest and i want to stop looking at kudos and how cool the story looks but i can’t #/heavy sigh #i’m still working on that #and if you’re out there reading this and you feel anything similar i’m really sorry…. wow it sucks :/ #for me i think the only way around that feeling is to become friends with the people who are doing well #because then i’m proud of them instead of feeling sad i’m not ~doing as well~ #i dunno it’s a complicated bullshit emotion and i haven’t figured out how to make it go away because logic doesn’t work #//SHRUG #* #post of postiness #milestones
(via almaasi)
Fave Destiel fic writer. 💖
I feel ya @almaasi. Just wanna say you’re definitely a rare gem in my book. You got a magic touch with words and storytelling and knowing our beautiful boys so well and kickass pretty art too - do what you love and know there will always be those who help you through, reminding you how greatful we are that you and your wondrous creations exist, even if we’re a world away.