oh my gosh. okay, so I was skimming through onamelancholyhill’s frankly amazing Destiel fic rec on the off-chance I might find something to inspire me (there’s like a bazillion fics there and crap now I’m so inspired I don’t want to do anything but read everything ever written)

but I chanced upon this:

title: try-something Tuesday (♡)
author: almaasi
rating: nc-17
word count: 48,400
type: alternative universe
summary: dean winchester teaches a third-grade class. he’s new to this whole ‘bisexual’ thing - but by pure happenstance, he meets castiel: a particularly dapper male librarian who moonlights as a substitute teacher. dean’s curious and castiel is willing, so why the hell not? Except, fate never intended it to be one-time-only…
personal opinion: incredible fic, one of my favourite aus. i like both dean and cas and how they took the relationship, and the side characters, and the atmosphere of the whole fic. i’m really amazed, when i read these fics. i’m proud of my fandom when i read this kind of fics.
final rate: ✰✰✰✰

and now I’m am all emotional and wibbly and aaaa please that’s one of the nicest reviews I’ve ever seen of my fic – and it’s especially special because it’s wasn’t even directed at me, but at other people

my heart is touched and I’m all aflutter… someone hold me TuT