oh!!!! @unforth-ninawaters​ just added eight (8) of my fics to The Destiel Fan Survey Favs Collection on AO3!!!

EIGHT! ✨(ouo)✨

this is so exciting sdgjd thank you!!! thank you everyone who listed them as favourites!!! *squishes cheeks*

wow that list is full of some good-looking fics. if anyone wants fics, definitely go check that out~!!!

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my fics on the list:

  • Hart of the Storm (119k, shapeshifting god!Cas, Dean gets turned into a deer, historical case fic in a magic forest)
  • Held in Your Tender Hands (59k, masseur!Cas and client!Dean, Cas is secretly covered in tattoos and doesn’t give a shit about gender norms and carries a cat around everywhere)
  • Night Exhibition (27k, security guard!Cas, Dean thinks he has a thing for Cas’ uniform but actually just has a thing for Cas, sex in the museum at night)
  • Of Shampoo and Fruit Flies (17k, roommate AU, autistic & asexual!Cas, Dean’s in love but doesn’t know how Cas will take it, ends up telling him when all their friends are there)
  • Snow Place Like Home (But My Home Is With You) (48k, canon ‘verse fluff, Team Free Will at a B&B over Christmas, Cas gives Dean lingerie as a gift)
  • Understanding Your Body in Ten Easy Steps (12k, Dean watches porn with Cas and explains how to masturbate… by showing him)
  • What We Ache For (93k, lonely sex worker!Cas, cop!Dean pays him to make love, they separate then meet again by accident, Dean helps Cas and helps him recover and find happiness; there’s a dog and lots of Sam)
  • The Wireless (58k, solarpunk AU, Cas is a famous radio presenter and secretly an angel, Dean is a big fan and an equally famous hunter, there’s a sea monster and tent sex and this is literally the best thing I’ve ever written I’m so glad it’s on the list)

THANK YOU AGAIN EVERYONE~!! I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT

and i just know everyone else who got a fic on the list is feeling just as loved as i am right now <3 <3 <3

#Destiel #Destiel fanfic #Destiel fic rec #unforth ninawaters #Elmie writes things #sidenote........ i still feel the ''oh i'm not good enough'' feeling when i see other people's fics #i think that's a big part of why i don't read other people's work a whole lot #like i get a sad sick feeling in my stomach in chest and i want to stop looking at kudos and how cool the story looks but i can't #/heavy sigh #i'm still working on that #and if you're out there reading this and you feel anything similar i'm really sorry.... wow it sucks :/ #for me i think the only way around that feeling is to become friends with the people who are doing well #because then i'm proud of them instead of feeling sad i'm not ~doing as well~ #i dunno it's a complicated bullshit emotion and i haven't figured out how to make it go away because logic doesn't work #//SHRUG #* #post of postiness #milestones
unlimiteddream90 asked:
Hi saw your rant about the wallpaper and wanted to let you know it wasn't intended to imply any character sexuality. The set designer wanted to pay tribute to Prince and those symbols and the abundance of purple was his way of doing that. I think the set designer even worked with Prince at some point.

that’s reassuring, and i’d like to believe it, but it’s very clearly not prince’s symbol. it’s not anything like it. and the placement of it… nope

 i heard there was a video about it being prince-related but i haven’t seen it… (if someone knows where i could find that, that would be cool)

#/heavy sigh #i think i'm just tired i'mma get some sleep #unlimiteddream90 #i have a history of overreacting to things that turn out to be nothing later so i'll place my bets on that #and i enjoy being proved wrong so go for it~

i-believe-in-dean:

casuallyhuntingthings:

castiel-knight-of-hell:

menthol-drops-and-angel-wings:

tardis-mind-palace:

angelproofed:

How Dean Winchester says I love you.

I JUST REALISED HE NEVER ACTUALLY SAYS IT OH SHIT LET ME DIE

HE HAS ONLY EXPLICITLY SAID IT ONCE ON CANON AND IT WAS ON DARK SIDE OF THE MOON WHEN HE WAS IN HIS PRE-MARY’S DEATH HEAVEN AND HE HUGS HER AND TELLS HER HE LOVES HER RIP MY HEART OUT PLEASE

and he was repeating what he’d said to her when he was 4. So Dean Winchester hasn’t said I love you since he was 4 years old

Wow I didn’t think this could get more depressing

#DO YOU EVER JUST SIT THERE WITH YOUR FISTS IN YOUR HAIR #STARING AT SOMETHING THAT GIVES YOU SO MUCH EMOTION #THAT YOU JUST DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THE FEELS #I WANT TO STRANGLE DEAN BUT ALSO GIVE HIM PIES AND MAKE HIM GO TO BED EARLY #AND I WANT TO KICK HIM IN THE DICK BUT ALSO HUG HIM AND SET HIM UP WITH PEOPLE HE MIGHT LIKE #AND TELL HIM HE’S A GODDAMN IDJIT BUT ALSO IT’S OKAY TO CRY #DEAAAAAAAAAAN WINCHESTERRRRRRRRRRRRRR #IS A RAGE INDUCING MONSTER #AND I FUCKING WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY (via almaasi​)

#reblogging again because my tags are awesome #man I love when people add my tags =u= #Dean Winchester #favourite Dean #/HEAVY SIGH #*
#still so fucking conflicted about this #9x03 #spoilers #Castiel #tattoo #/heavy sigh

supernaturalthreesome:

"You look surprised that I'm still here Dean. Was I really that bad?"

"Cas, you were great."

#MUCH BETTER #FAVOURITE #DESTIEL #9x03 #spoilers #/HEAVY SIGH